Well it has been a hard couple of days for me, but I have been managing.
As many might be aware I’m no longer part of a couple, it was not of his choosing but of mine. Things where not going as well between us, plus other things where happening within our lives which for me ment that it was time to move on and allow him to find someone else who would be better suited to his needs.
I am not setting blame on anyone, everyone grows and sometimes couples just grow appart and the best thing you can do is to move on and allow the other parter to do the same, regardless of how much it hurts to do so.
In life change can be very sudden, one minute you are together the next you are parted without warning. It is not uncommon for this to be the case, so I have seen. But you never think that it will happen to you, expecailly after being with a parter for so long (a year and a half is a long time it does feel – k its not really, but it doesn’t change the feelings). I know that I will miss him and that to a degree so will he miss me, but we are both moving on with our lives to the best of our abilities.
I myself am choosting not to re-enter the dating world for a while to come, I am going to setting in at work and get my career going, I might date on occasion but at this point in time I am not looking for anything serious (if it happens then it happens, but I’m not looking for it).
Well take care everyone.
Nyx