For you, what makes today worth living?
At the moment it is my commitment to Norman and our pups, which is keeping me grounded. But otherwise, I right now don’t know how I would be existing or handing the passing of my dad without having him in my life or our pups.
Having online friends has also helped keep me semi grounded, but sadly the support network that I felt we had isn’t the case. We have a few people from our old ward who have checked in but 0 communication from our new ward (we apparently do not exist to them, since we are not able to always make it into sacrament).
But in the here and now, it is having Norman holding me and letting me know that I am enough that is making me feel like I do matter to at least one human in this world.