I never thought I would get told I have this condition in my 30s … knew it could be a possibility in my 50 and beyond but not this young, nor how much of a problem finding the right treatment for it is becoming do to my issues with drugs in general and the fact that what should work my body just rejects out right.
Part of me doesn’t know how much i can take of the 24/7 pain in my lower spine, or how much longer I can go without getting some relief from the 24/7 pain it feels like it is wearing me down day by day and that I’m wearing away or something. I know it is effecting my mood to various degrees because it is hard to stay positive when I’m always in pain.
Part of me can’t wait to find the right helper to help me like Payton does Norman.